October 16 D1140

Last night seemingly for no reason, I was bombarded by texts from Courtney expressing love and appreciation and affection for me. I mean, really bombarded. She tends to become overly supportive and protective of me when the topic of my depression and self-harm are even remotely alluded to and now I’m wondering if she saw something in my apartment that’s made her worry about me while she was catsitting last week. Otherwise, where did this come from? I tried to field it as best I could but she kept going and going. No doubt she must’ve been drunk, as was I.